Excuse Me

I cannot even begin to tell you
But I guess you need to know too
Don’t worry, I’m not angry
But for now, with you, I cannot party

You wanted to be there, you said
I was even willing to give you my own bed
Days went, you didn’t come
You turned me into a bum

It was disappointing, yes
I thought you were the best
Maybe I was just expecting
That you’ll hug me in this trying

Don’t worry, I’m not angry
But for now, with you, I cannot party
Try to put yourself in my shoes
Forgiveness now I cannot choose

Don’t worry, I’m not angry
But for now, with you, I cannot party
I wanted to ask for your reasons
Just to justify your absence that season

Don’t worry, I’m not angry
But for now, with you, I cannot party
I promise to understand soon
This weariness will fly like balloon

This poem is just my sigh
For my sadness is just so high
So don’t worry, I’m not angry
But for now, with you, I cannot party

So Long

I do not want my regrets to consume me
The dreams I have for you, with you, turned to bubbles
What will happen to the house, the cars, the getaways
Will they just turn to wastes

I look back and realize
You never teach me any single lesson
Ironically, I learned a lot from you
Especially what I should not be

You will never walk me down the aisle
Or spin me with my gown in a dance
Will never meet the man I will marry
Or play with my children

But for you, I’ll pick a good man
I’ll name my children after you
I’ll teach them the value of education
To work hard for the things they want

I promise to take care of our family
To take care of the land you tilled until your last breath
To raise my children the way you did to us
I promise to be happy